Spread like fire.

I'm holding on your rope 

Got me ten feet of the ground 

And I'm hearing what you say 

But I just can't make a sound

She was holding the tiny bottle in her hand all the while thinking of him . He would come he had said , he promised to come . She had to be on stage in two minutes. Tears were falling from her eyes now. She wanted to see him in the crowd cheering for her , smiling at her , encouraging her but he wouldn't come . Things were different now. She wished he did , but he wouldn't.

You tell me that you need me 

Then you go and cut me down , but wait 

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around to say.

She walked on stage as her cue was called. She had to laugh , laugh like it was the happiest day of her life but  her insides cried . She longed for him and the pain was numbing her from within. The pain of not having him around , not being able to hug him and not being able to speak to him killed her everyday.

I'd take another chance, take a fall

Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

But that's nothing new .

As the curtains shut so did her eyes. The poison had done its job , she was going to be with him now. In a happy place , in his arms with his lips touching hers. She's be happy there . He was a part of her soul like the dye in clear water, she was taking him with her.

 I loved you with a fire red, now its turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid . 

Ps: The picture got this out of me , I don't know why. It may not make sense to some. So don't try. The song is obviously Apologize by Justin Timbaland feat One Republic

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