Awesome April - Day 30 *updated*

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I started working on making this list as soon as I turned 20 . Which gives me a big enough window to complete everything on the list . My wishes like my dreams are way bigger than I can even comprehend at the moment. But hey, dreaming is free and Miracles have a way of happening to those who believe in them ;)

MY AWESOME 30 BEFORE 30 LIST
( In no particular order )

1. Snowwww :D I want to experience snow and put my hand out to catch the snow flakes :)

2. Get Married . Meet the person I want to spend the rest of my life with . 

3.  Buy a house in Bandra :) Sea facing , with big master bedrooms , walk in wardrobes , a bar , BIG bathrooms , cozy reading nook etc . And then I want to go next door and ask Shahrukh Khan

 "Cheeni Milegi? " :P

4. By 30 hopefully I would have found my calling and would be doing a Job I love . I don't want to wake up after hitting the snooze button hundred times. I want to look forward to Monday Mornings (:

5. Learn Poker and play it at the biggest casino in Las Vegas ;)

6. Learn Swimming. Again. I tried once , and it just got added to the many things I left half way but I'd love to learn it again, be a decent swimmer if not a great one.

7.  Which  kid  person doesn't want to go to  DisneyLand . Its the happiest place in the world. My first trip with my own money will be to DisneyLand. :D

8. Become a Chartered Accountant. Since I have already invested 3 years in the most boring career of the universe , I might as well complete it. I don't want to be a quitter.

9. I want to go for a BIG rock concert , with lacs of people. The energy and pulse of the crowd is awesome at these events. I wouldn't complain if its a COLDPLAY concert :D

10. I want to get myself a dog . My parents are totally against the idea and since I live in 'their' house I don't have much of a say. So when I get my own place , I will be getting a dog. :)

11. I want to climb a mountain . Any mountain. Its distance from mean sea level is irrelevant I just want to go up there and make the arms wide open pose and feel all accomplished :P 

  

12. Firstly I have sea sickness , but I still want to go on a luxury cruise , one must do everything once , and sometimes twice just to make sure ;) :P  So I want to go on a cruise before I'm 30.

13. I don't have a hand-leg-eye co-ordination whatsoever. I infact have the supreme talent of tripping over flat surfaces but I want to learn a dance form before I'm 30 . Not for anyone else or to put up a performance of any sort , but just something I want to do for myself.

14. I want 1000 followers on my blog. Yes I am very shallow and all those who say they don't care about how many followers they have are big liars cause otherwise they would be writing in a black locked diary.

15. I want to learn how to cook. Not the enter Masterchef Australia type of cooking just decent cooking. So that I can feed myself and others without killing anyone or destroying the kitchen. O:)

 

16. I want to be an editor for a magazine ,  any magazine. Or maybe even have a regular column in one , I don't know. Being a CA would give me the qualification to write in a finance tribunal too , I wouldn't mind that either.

  

17. PARIS :D Every cheesy girl's dream isn't it ? I'm not that cheesy but I like cheese :P , so why not. I want to go to Paris and see all the art, beauty, french cooking and fall in love . ( with Paris )

 18. I feel NEW YORK is the only place I am going to like as much as Mumbai. I want to live there for a long yet short period of time . Maybe I'll go there to write someday. Someday :)

19 . I want to send my parents on an all expense paid trip to the destination of their  choice. They took me on one too many holidays now its my turn :)

20. Write a book. Yes its a long shot but I'd like to write a book :)

21. Go on a No - Budget Shopping Spree , just because I can . Order the most expensive wine on the menu , buy that gorgeous dress without having to look at the price tag and buy all the things that may seem absolutely irrational and useless to sane people - you get the drift :D

22. Self explanatory. I want something meaningful , it doesn't even have to be visible to anyone. It will be my little thing that will never change :)

 23. One of the many things I never did. I have a super expensive guitar just lying around , since 3 years and its always nice to be able to play atleast one musical instrument :)

 

24. Run and complete a marathon. 

25. Kiss in the rain.

26. Have my dream body. Get Fit.

27.Get really high and sing at a Karaoke Bar with friends. Wanted to this since very long . No inhibitions and no stage fright :)

 

28. Filmy I know , but I'm totally kicked by the idea of impromptu holidays. So one day I'll do this and go on a crazy vacation with someone I love <3

29. Live in a college dorm while studying abroad :)

30. For all the evolving dreams , wishes and bucket lists. Cause I'm never going to stop making them :)

Awesome April - Day 29

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Awesome April - Day 28 *updated*

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55-Word Story

He had abandoned the world. After her death he left, no one knew where to. He didn't sing anymore, he didn't play his guitar. He just lay longing for silence. He is heard to drink the whiskey each day but the intoxication doesn't get him anymore. The chaos is within, and it won't leave him.

Awesome April - Day 27 *updated*

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I see the girl trying to fit in, plump figure and glasses. 

The pinafore of her uniform is always slipping off one shoulder and her smile is always wry. 

I want to tell her that a lot of things are going to be like the red walls in her room. 

They'll sound better than they look.

Awesome April - Day 26 *updated*

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Being an architect Vikram was always attracted to buildings. This was no ordinary building though, the tallest in the world. A hub of activity in the heart of New York. Who could have guessed he would meet his end under the debris of this beautiful building he had once helped design, the World Trade Center.

Awesome April - Day 25 *updated*

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"I love her Maa"
Reema's words rang in her mother's ears. Ree, her lovely girl, loved another woman. She couldn't understand how that could be. She wasn't raised this way. All the sleepovers were becoming clearer now. My daughter and love a woman , what a disappointment she thought as she put a garland over Reema's photo.

Awesome April - Day 24 *updated*

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Its an isolated shelf, in a dimly lit corner. He follows her behind it making sure they were alone. He runs a finger down her slender back and smells her sweet perfume. But her words silenced him before he could whisper how much he loved her. The cover read Wisdom of Khalil Gibran.

Awesome April - Day 23

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This inspiration is given by Serendipity from Little Moments of Bliss. The photographer is her brother Akshay Bhatia  :D

Awesome April - Day 22 *updated*

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"Fact-Fiction"

Imagine a world without me
Say you're falling apart
Let's pretend you've missed me for a while
Wouldn't you say you were lonely
And love was breaking your heart?
Put on your Sunday best and fake a smile

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact, she's fiction

Remember the night you were with me
Fell asleep by my side
Strangers together, your hand in mind
How come we never came closer
When all the stars were aligned?
I thought we had a moment

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact she's fiction
I seem to miss the missing part
She's still my favorite work of art
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact, she's fiction

No, nothing has changed 'cause I'm still fact, she's fiction
Or I may be imperfectly formed in this contradiction

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
'Cause I'm still fact she's fiction

I fell in love with her longing
Let's just say that she never found out
Who it was she never found in me

Awesome April - Day 21

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Awesome April - Day 20

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Awesome April - Day 19

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Awesome April - Day 18

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Awesome April - Day 17 *updated*

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Ps : This inspiration was given by Aakriti from Yarn of Words =D

Remember the lights you light up with your smile 

Remember the time you didn't let me go for even a while 

Remember how we talked for hours 

And traced the passing cars.

Remember when time just flew.

Remember when I thought I knew the real you.

Remember the walks on the crowded street.

Remember when we just had to meet. 

Remember the I love yous , you said them too 

It does seem old 

No more fresh or new.

Remember the nights , the coffee spills

Too much sugar and the same old drill

Remember when you didn't lie 

Remember when I didn't cry

Remember the promises and 

The "I'm always there"

Remember when you had time to spare.

Remember when we never fought 

And so many moments in our minds we caught

But there is something I need to share

I met someone 

Not like you might care.

But he's everything you could never be.

He shines like a diamond

As calm as the sea

He thinks with his heart and loves with his mind.

He loves me for everything you thought I was not

Only smiles and laughter is what he brought

His voice is my lullaby and his eyes are my mirror

With him I feel like there is nothing to fear.

He took the hurt, the pain you gave

He took the troubles and worries away

I have you to thank and so I will 

Thank you for making the space he could fill

So as I sit at our favourite place to eat

Remember where we used to meet 

I think of the wish I made for us.

Well its gone forever 

& I wish you luck .

Awesome April - Day 16 *updated*

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Sometimes in those contemplative moments I wonder how is it humanly possible to still hurt about something that happened so long ago. But amazingly that void still exists. I know a list of people who would be really mad at me for writing this at all. But I shall write and forget.

Its like a part of you is still there so strongly with me. Our jokes which I may not remember, the awkwardness I tried so hard to forget, the hatred I felt if only for a short while. All of those emotions a little bit still there.

There is square shaped hole I try to fill with a circular peg of my relationships with other people. But it doesn't feel right. I miss that friend more often than not, with discussions on everything under the sun even if it only meant making you feel good about a breakup. I still stand by how it was for the best. But it was the best, carefree..endlessly dramatic but in retrospective carefree time. Maybe because I could tell you anything or maybe because I had never let anyone so much into my life. It probably overburdened you, this kind of responsibility.

My only mistake  probably was mistaking it to be love when it was only much more. I remember telling him that you were my soulmate. It hurt him, but only until I explained how Soulmates are way more than what the world makes it to be. Love is cheap, friendship and pure connection is rare and beautiful. No one can match to how much of a friend and a gem of a person you could be. You know that karmic bond, this person had to be in your life, like a plot by destiny and I know that because there is once again a silent tear in my eye while I write this. For the pineapple pizza, for the insane amount of coffee, for that drunken night, for birthdays, for epic phone calls and the understanding without saying a word I am glad I knew you.

He is amazing, and I see finding him as the only wonderful outcome of losing you. But then on second thoughts I had to find him eventually, someday. To a happier much better life with or without you.

Love,

Me

'Love is easy to get over, its the friendships that kill'